Exaustion.

Do you ever get so tired...

so tired...

emotionally,

physically,

intellectually,

... so tired...

that...all you want to do is drop off the face of the earth....

...into a graviational dream, dragging you into the deepest sleep...so deep you feel you're in lowest point of the Mariana Trench?

Dreams are beautiful because nothing there is real but offers escape from reality. Escape.

I think I need a vacation. Really. A week in Hawaii would be amazing...maybe I should just move again....ahh but moving is exhausting. Breathe...enjoy the moment. What moment...I think the majority of life is a chain of unfortunate events that happen to allow you to survive for a bit. Thats not right...life is better than that...right? I am just tired...and it is affecting me in every way...degrading my ability to dream...do I dare hold on?